Work I am having such a difficult time at work right now.   Too much is going on - 15 projects.  I also have to prepare a presentation to be given in front of the client.  This job is totally new to me.  It deals with computers and I know nothing about that.  I am a power engineer.  I feel I am losing it right now.  I am so very depressed.  I feel like quitting my job, but I need to work for my mental health.  I get worse if I am not using what is left of my mind. I wish I had a paying job to help folks in the DS community, or a related job.  This would take training and schooling.  I am just too old to learn new things.  this it what I am finding out in this new job. I hate myself and I hate work right now.  I slept most of the day today and just woke up a total mess - nervous, etc. My wife is so caring and I love her so much.  I would be lost without her help. Jay