Not well today. Thinking bad thoughts. My ass boss asked if I had a tie on under my pull over sweater. At the time, this was a minor incident, but with BP, we all know the minor is amplified in our weak minds. So today, I feel that anything at all can trigger me off. I may have a BP anger moment, or just quit on the spot. I just do not know. I have no control over my thoughts or actions today. You all know what I mean... Also yesterday, 15 of us were on a bus. My other boss had to leave. So I took charge. I did not know how to get to a particular bldg so I asked one guy for help. what the F did he do? He said laughing, "You do not know how to get there - don't you KNOW where that is?" This too set me off yesterday. How the F am I suppose to know when I have never been there before?
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aw jay im sorry, u know if u need sum 1 2 speak 2 i am always here x di
Jay I am sorry you are having bad thoughts. If you are intrested to talk I am just a click away. I miss you too and pray that tomorow is a better day than last week.