Day 4

So today is my 4 day sober, and I have to say that today was much better than days 1,2,&3. I woke up and had energy and a positive attitude all day. My actions do effect my kids behaviour and they were so well behaved. I spent most of the day cleaning my house I had to make a fresh start. Tomorrow morning I plan on starting an exercise regiment. I have been drinking plenty of water all day. This is going to be an inside and outside transformation/ purification :)
Tomorrow I also plan on looking into literature to read. I dont want it to be the big book. I have tried that before a couple of times and that just isnt what I need this time. This isnt my first time trying to quit/ stay quit, and I am aware of why I am the way I am already. Also my family and friends know as well. I have been in communication with them through this process and I have everyones full support. It's never been like this the last times I have attempted this. I feel lucky to be where I am today and there is no turning back for me.I finally have my son in my life and with me for good, it had been 8 years. My heart is fully complete now <3
I do know that alcohol is my poison and I dont want to pollute my life or anyone around mes life ANY-MORE!
Strength of mind rests in sobriety; for this keeps your reason unclouded by passion.Pythagoras