There's a storm coming. This is the winter I have been dreading for a long time! I wonder if I'll come through it? My mind is telling me....."NO." It's more than just a "feeling," It's like an internal alarm going off. I'm frightened. It's getting cold. And the days are much shorter now. When I hear and feel that cold arctic air on my face, I can't help thinking about the graves of my Mother,Father and my Brother. Mine will be next to their's. People try to console me, and I thank them for that but, there's really no consolation when the cold comes.