Christmas

Well it's three days until I go home (we leave on the third)...Im on the couch in agony, pain killers, my period etc. I was laying in bed with mum last night chatting and crying, you know the usual, and I got up and went to our bed (the one Jase and I are in) and left a big blood patch on her bed :( I went through 8 pads yesterday  and 2 last night and still woke up a mess, straight to the shower for me. I look like death, so pale and my eyes are all red, I'm tired, I can't sleep in so much pain. This is my whinging section, so glad this is the last period before surgery on the 20th (hopefully anyway). Also never registered for ovulation :( Ill try again before surgery, maybe it was a bad month?
On another note besides pain I had a wonderful christmas, my family together, just one big unit it was so special, I had no care in the world! Even Jase had the best christmas of his life he said, a family together, happy not fighting, enjoying themselves, drinking beer eating prawns, fishing (they went fishing) he said it couldn't be beaten. I am glad we could give him something to remember, it makes me happy through everything he goes through with me he can be given such a special gift in return! I am praying 2011 brings positive changes for us all, including my wonderful friends here!
 
2011, our year!