Update
So I thought I'd update everyone a bit.
I have made a huge lifestyle change, healthier in every way. Exercise, food, everything. I've tried to change my mindset, I've done it all.
Even a naturopath!
I've stopped seeing the naturopath. I can't afford $80 MINIMUM every fortnight on the $400 a fortnight I get - $200 for my contribution to rent. My savings is so low it's scary. To top it off it's being changed all the time, because things arn't working. I've been feeling ok..but since my last period pain has been creeping in, my body can't seem to function the same way. I can get my daily walks in but by the end of the day I'm so pooped!
So I thought my positive mind set would be enough.. it's not. I mean, it helps but when my body has had enough, thats not. No more, no go, no show.
I told my best friend, I am going to try to put up with this pain for as long as I can. Because I know if I go back all he is going to want to do is another operation to clean me up. I can't have those every 6 months. I have to DEAL with it...the best way and whatever way I can (responsibily of course). This is apart of me now, it's not who I am, but it's apart of it. *sigh*
Stay positive... stay positive!
I have made a huge lifestyle change, healthier in every way. Exercise, food, everything. I've tried to change my mindset, I've done it all.
Even a naturopath!
I've stopped seeing the naturopath. I can't afford $80 MINIMUM every fortnight on the $400 a fortnight I get - $200 for my contribution to rent. My savings is so low it's scary. To top it off it's being changed all the time, because things arn't working. I've been feeling ok..but since my last period pain has been creeping in, my body can't seem to function the same way. I can get my daily walks in but by the end of the day I'm so pooped!
So I thought my positive mind set would be enough.. it's not. I mean, it helps but when my body has had enough, thats not. No more, no go, no show.
I told my best friend, I am going to try to put up with this pain for as long as I can. Because I know if I go back all he is going to want to do is another operation to clean me up. I can't have those every 6 months. I have to DEAL with it...the best way and whatever way I can (responsibily of course). This is apart of me now, it's not who I am, but it's apart of it. *sigh*
Stay positive... stay positive!
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