Another Day
Well I thought I better do some updating since I havn't for awhile, and a load of washing is soon to finish, then I'm going to get stuck into a little bit of uni work I have set aside for today then have a sort of relaxing day since I've been so stressed the last two days and have been keeping up with my uni work anyway! I guess I'll consider my light workload today sort of a "good on you" for keeping up anyway!
Well, I'll start with Wednesday and my doctors appointment with the Professor. He was HORRIBLE, he had NO intention of helping me with that I wanted to ask and tell him, and made me in the process feel about '2 feet tall'. I've always had this feeling with him, but he IS the best in this state, every single doctor has told me that, stating "I wouldn't send you to anyone better, I couldn't there is no one better, he is the best for your type of issue". So mostly, I take it in my stride. He did an internal ultrasound and feeling around, I was very tender on the top of my stomach, and well it appears only 1 ovary was visable in my ultrasound and it appeared fine (I didn't have a full bladder, there was no request to). I didn't ask him about pain medication, or about how I bled after sex (TMI I know but it's my journal so deal with it =P ) I just wanted to get out of there. He said I have the option of the LAST drug avaliable to me OR the major operation, I picked the operation... I've been a guinea pig for drugs for the last 11 years, want somethign DONE, not a trial to see if it works and then I find out it doesn't like time and time before! So, I have my referral, I go on the 1st of June, 6.45pm and Jase is coming with me =)
Im going to have to work out a plan of attack with him untill I can get it done though, I hope he doesn't charge out and above, if he does I'll be going on the waiting list. I can't get it done untill around Novemeber untill my university finished for the year, I want to be able to recouperate not have to worry about getting good grades. Untill then I'm going to do whatever he says will help with my pain etc. It ALSO gives me some time to think about money if he does charge a LITTLE bit out and above, I ahve some saving and my mum and dad are determined to help me out, they hate hearing of how I am, in so much pain etc.
I was so down after the appoint. SO SO SO very down, but I feel much better today, I guess everyone has those days don't they? I just kept wondering where my life was going in RE: to a career, but I just need to keep working at my goal, thats all I can do, in the next 4 years at the absolute MOST I'll have a degree, if I can get in doing the course im doing now, more 2 years or so. I am doing the best I can, and really...no one I know besides the women on here suffers with this, and especially at my age. My goals may take longer to reach because I also have my health to battle, it however does NOT mean I will not reach them. I will, because it's what I want! =)
So...after a pretty hectic couple of days, I'm deciding to finish off with 1.5 paragraph's of an essay and just relax for today. Hopefully fix it all up next week. I have 3 weeks as of today to have it done and submitted so I am going well! Over the weekend or on Monday, I'm also going to submit another assignment I have done =) Yay! Almost semester break and then RELAXATION in Bali! =D
Well, I'll start with Wednesday and my doctors appointment with the Professor. He was HORRIBLE, he had NO intention of helping me with that I wanted to ask and tell him, and made me in the process feel about '2 feet tall'. I've always had this feeling with him, but he IS the best in this state, every single doctor has told me that, stating "I wouldn't send you to anyone better, I couldn't there is no one better, he is the best for your type of issue". So mostly, I take it in my stride. He did an internal ultrasound and feeling around, I was very tender on the top of my stomach, and well it appears only 1 ovary was visable in my ultrasound and it appeared fine (I didn't have a full bladder, there was no request to). I didn't ask him about pain medication, or about how I bled after sex (TMI I know but it's my journal so deal with it =P ) I just wanted to get out of there. He said I have the option of the LAST drug avaliable to me OR the major operation, I picked the operation... I've been a guinea pig for drugs for the last 11 years, want somethign DONE, not a trial to see if it works and then I find out it doesn't like time and time before! So, I have my referral, I go on the 1st of June, 6.45pm and Jase is coming with me =)
Im going to have to work out a plan of attack with him untill I can get it done though, I hope he doesn't charge out and above, if he does I'll be going on the waiting list. I can't get it done untill around Novemeber untill my university finished for the year, I want to be able to recouperate not have to worry about getting good grades. Untill then I'm going to do whatever he says will help with my pain etc. It ALSO gives me some time to think about money if he does charge a LITTLE bit out and above, I ahve some saving and my mum and dad are determined to help me out, they hate hearing of how I am, in so much pain etc.
I was so down after the appoint. SO SO SO very down, but I feel much better today, I guess everyone has those days don't they? I just kept wondering where my life was going in RE: to a career, but I just need to keep working at my goal, thats all I can do, in the next 4 years at the absolute MOST I'll have a degree, if I can get in doing the course im doing now, more 2 years or so. I am doing the best I can, and really...no one I know besides the women on here suffers with this, and especially at my age. My goals may take longer to reach because I also have my health to battle, it however does NOT mean I will not reach them. I will, because it's what I want! =)
So...after a pretty hectic couple of days, I'm deciding to finish off with 1.5 paragraph's of an essay and just relax for today. Hopefully fix it all up next week. I have 3 weeks as of today to have it done and submitted so I am going well! Over the weekend or on Monday, I'm also going to submit another assignment I have done =) Yay! Almost semester break and then RELAXATION in Bali! =D
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