Thankyou!
Thankyou to everyone who sends through their support, you takes the time to listen, let me vent and offer the most amazing support!
I honestly love you all, you are amazing :)
While my endo was not the worst stage.. Im at stage II as far as I understand from everything. My pain is so severe I am very fearful things are only getting worse. Since my operation I experience daily pain, sometimes bouts so severe my painkillers cannot suffice. Tonight I've fallen down in pain 3 times due to sharp stabbing pains.
My GP wont listen when I say I need stronger pain meds, so I made my appoint with the professor the 12th of may instead of the 8th of June. I can't live like this, im down and depressed and each day I hold my head up high and for the best part of life I AM happy, but I am so fearful for whats going on... I mean what is going on?
If I had any idea this operation would cause this much pain I would NEVER have had it! Now Im being told all this info and you know what.. all I want is the pain to stop. I dont understand medically much else, I just want to be able to go through a day or a week with NO pain. I cant right now.
I refuse to call my gyno and tell him, because HE did the operation - I mean, I guess IF it's gotten worse, well he couldnt foresee this however even HE said at the last appoint. "I dont know anymore, this should been fixed with the laser surgery" =( so Im going to the top. This has strain on everyone not just me.
I go to the shops I come home, sit down to relax and influx is the pain. I sit down to long im in pain. I toss and turn at night because im in pain. Each day is harder than the day before it. All I feel like I do is WHINGE! But I can't live like this.
The tablets DONT work.. the laser surgery DIDNT work. Even the professor thinks my endo is embedded deeply and aggrovated. Every medication gives me almost 100% side effects. I can't do it anymore... they thought it was my periods causing pain.. well since the OP its daily!
11 years of all of this. I can't be this medicaiton guinea pig... I cant do surgery after surgery. I need something done. I dont doubt for a second that ALL the medication CONSTANTLY over the 9 years (took them 3 years to do anything!) has helped my endo not develop - but whatever is going on, whatever is happening right now, is worse than I've ever experienced before.
Im committed to help, I need help! Im so proud of myself to moving the appoint. forward.
Hopefully I'll get answers!
I honestly love you all, you are amazing :)
While my endo was not the worst stage.. Im at stage II as far as I understand from everything. My pain is so severe I am very fearful things are only getting worse. Since my operation I experience daily pain, sometimes bouts so severe my painkillers cannot suffice. Tonight I've fallen down in pain 3 times due to sharp stabbing pains.
My GP wont listen when I say I need stronger pain meds, so I made my appoint with the professor the 12th of may instead of the 8th of June. I can't live like this, im down and depressed and each day I hold my head up high and for the best part of life I AM happy, but I am so fearful for whats going on... I mean what is going on?
If I had any idea this operation would cause this much pain I would NEVER have had it! Now Im being told all this info and you know what.. all I want is the pain to stop. I dont understand medically much else, I just want to be able to go through a day or a week with NO pain. I cant right now.
I refuse to call my gyno and tell him, because HE did the operation - I mean, I guess IF it's gotten worse, well he couldnt foresee this however even HE said at the last appoint. "I dont know anymore, this should been fixed with the laser surgery" =( so Im going to the top. This has strain on everyone not just me.
I go to the shops I come home, sit down to relax and influx is the pain. I sit down to long im in pain. I toss and turn at night because im in pain. Each day is harder than the day before it. All I feel like I do is WHINGE! But I can't live like this.
The tablets DONT work.. the laser surgery DIDNT work. Even the professor thinks my endo is embedded deeply and aggrovated. Every medication gives me almost 100% side effects. I can't do it anymore... they thought it was my periods causing pain.. well since the OP its daily!
11 years of all of this. I can't be this medicaiton guinea pig... I cant do surgery after surgery. I need something done. I dont doubt for a second that ALL the medication CONSTANTLY over the 9 years (took them 3 years to do anything!) has helped my endo not develop - but whatever is going on, whatever is happening right now, is worse than I've ever experienced before.
Im committed to help, I need help! Im so proud of myself to moving the appoint. forward.
Hopefully I'll get answers!
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