BLAH!
So today I woke up with horrible horrible pain! I was in so much pain I was feeling as though I was going to vomit and was shaking and in tears... I havn't told anyone mainly because im waiting to see if it happens again or maybe it was a one off thing. Im due for my first period since my lap/surgery I'm interested to see what that is like.
Somehow I feel like the surgery hasn't worked.. So many factors indicate life as it's always been even after it... I am giving it 3-6 months and then Im asking for another gyno. My gyno forgets I can't take things, forgets what painful, and in the same sitting contradicted himself twice. This is my body - I'm 19 (20 this year) Im not willing to let him stuff me up.
On top of it I have a cold.. studying is hard I'm so tired!
Anyway - tomorrow is another day right?
Somehow I feel like the surgery hasn't worked.. So many factors indicate life as it's always been even after it... I am giving it 3-6 months and then Im asking for another gyno. My gyno forgets I can't take things, forgets what painful, and in the same sitting contradicted himself twice. This is my body - I'm 19 (20 this year) Im not willing to let him stuff me up.
On top of it I have a cold.. studying is hard I'm so tired!
Anyway - tomorrow is another day right?
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i\'m sorry sweetie i hope you start to feel better. i know what it\'s like to have a cold along with my endometriosis pain. horrible. i feel for you. take care
Thanks heaps! I can deal with a cold I just hate this pain.. It\'s depressing - I shouldn\'t have been so naive to believe laser surgery would fix me...I\'ve been in pain ALL day... on and off but its been constant... I\'ll only put up with it for a max of 3 periods then I\'m going back to him or going to another gyno...It\'s probably too soon for it to have come back but still =(
Sorry, girl, hope you feel better soon! I have my first lap tomorrow, so nervous!
feel better soon sweetie xoxox
Thankyou both =) xoxoxo