Oh man!

He just txted me again! "Wow really?"

Why does he do this? He's seriously twisting things around and making me look like the bad guy for ignoring him?! Does he forget the hell we just went thru the last few wks since getting in contact again?! Wtf!!

My heart is racing a lil bit tho i hafta be honest here.

I think does he really love me and cant let go and is doing the best he can? I mean is he seriously that unhappy and wants to b with me. Is he scared of the shitstorm that wld come from a divorce. Does he realize i really am someone special and he developed real feelings for me. I know hes had other indescretions before but is this really different.

If he truly loves me and is acting like a bf who realizes he screwed up and is trying to fix things that would b beautiful..... Except HE IS MARRIED!!!!!

WAKE UP NOTMYSELF1!!!

Ya know Mondays are hard enuf but now i have this to dwell on and try and "figure him and this out" yet again!!

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redlegs
redlegs

Or could it be that you are a challenge to him? I don\'t know him, but a lot of people get this reaction when they try to end it. The other party doesn\'t wnat to let go probably because they want to be in control. Just a thought.