As if it's not bad enough that I have to deal with the death of my son, now I'm hearing that the newspaper had a field day with the story. Not exactly sure what was said but EVERYONE who read it said it was horrible and that I should never read it. Apparently it sensationalized the fact that he jumped in front of the train having no idea what his history was. Plus as I'm gathering from what few facts people are leaking out to me , the article was very graphic. Not only am I grieving but now have the sickening knowledge that he was a freak show to some people. He wasn't given an ounce of dignity. But I also have the wisdom to know it doesn't really matter what other people think, those people didn't know him, or me, so who the hell cares what anyone thought? I have to always remember that.