Sometimes I get scared to look at the paper or watch the news because I know I'll see something that reminds me of Scott. I just can't believe i'm never going to see him again. He had a mental illness but I never loved him less for that I didn't understand it sometimes, but he was my son and I loved him. I miss him, I ache for him.
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Sending you love and support from across the ocean. I am here for you now when you need it most. It will get easier. Hang on in there. Charlotte.
That you loved him is all that matters.. mental illness is a horrible disease.. Scott knows how much you love him and this does get different not easier just different.. love to you...
Its been 3yrs sense my Ryan has been gone and I still have a hard time watching TV with little boys, babies ect. it hurts to much. There is not a day that goes by without thinking about him..I think mothers have the hardest time of anyone to go through the loss of a child.. The fear of never seeing & hugging them ever again hurts beyond words.. I hope you have a better day today...I noticed you live in New York.. I live 10 minutes from Hampton Beach N.H, 1 hour from Boston Ma. Love, Kelly
Honey, Those fears and anxieties are so normal - they\'re triggers that take you to the most painful event you have had. Sometimes I just leave the t.v. off and do other things - but there will always be triggers - no matter where I go.
Bless you, hope you have a good day - and some peaceful moments.
Just take it one day at a time and let yourself heal the way you need to. You have many people here who are praying for you. hugs jeanie