I never cried as hard in my life as I did last night I went with Ken to his friends house, we went for a hike first, then went to the friends, on the way home we stopped at a restaurant, it was a full day, as we were pulling into his home town after being together for 12 hours, he tells me "I'm still on the fence about us, I don't know maybe I need to date other women". I really didn't know what to say so I just gave him a light kiss and left. I called him later, and he called me back saying he wanted to just"be friends". Fuck that, and fuck him. My life is just one continuous parade of getting dumped by men I hate my life!
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hey,
I can appreciate how yo feel. i was in a relationship for almost 8 years. after it ended i felt empty and alone.. worthless. It goes away, i promise. What got me through was the this little thing in my head that kept telling me to just let t ride. Alone or in a relationship, life was going to take its course and if i forced it, i wouldn\'t get what i want.. You sound caring and intelligent, shit a nurse has to be (my mom has been one for 39 years). just know that it will work out