Geez! He actually called me! We are getting together tomorrow to go see one of his friends and his girlfriend. Now I'm going to be nervous all day because I'm worried I'll probably say something dumb! But I'm excited over the fact he wants to introduce me to his friends. It will be a long ride in the car so we will have a chance to do a lot of talking. I wish I didn't read something into everything,  I drive myself crazy! I really need to start liking myself again, I am a great person. (I am,I am, Iam).I'm going to go see my son today in the hospital he's getting ready to get his own place. I hope and pray he'll do OK. Well maybe I'll write more later.