the dreaded day is coming. it came so quick. how could one year almost be here? how could it possibly be one year since i saw his beautiful smile or heard his silly laugh. how could it be one year since he told me how much he cared about me. i wish may 14th could get skipped over. i'm so miserable. there are a milion things i need to say to CJ and a million things i'd love to hear back. instead i'm alone with my thoughts and memories. i just reminisce over the love i miss and think about the dreams that will never get to come true. i'm so heartbroken.
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wow a year....im dreadin a year and im still a month and a half away from it. ur in my thoughts and id like it alot if we could start talkin more b/c i havent been dealin with any of it for bout 2 months now and i need to start talkin bout it again. oh darling---why us? but i know they r watchin down on us. i am with you till the end. love ya* [hugggggeeeeee hug]