i can't i can't i can't. i just need him back. i can't do it. i just can't. it hurts so bad all the time. we were going to get married. it hurts i can't handle this pain. it's so eternal. i can never get over it or move on so i will forever hurt for him. my head hurts and my heart hurts and my being hurts. i don't know how to make it without that smile. he got me through all the rough times and now i feel so alone. i just need him. he is my everything. i can't take this missing him all the time. it hurts. why does it have to be so bad?
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You poor, sweet girl. You sound so desperate, and I cried for you. This is a hard journey we are on, and I know it doesn\'t really help, but your friends have been in the place where you are, and we know the pain you are feeling. Some of us are still there a lot of the time. I wish I could take it away for you. You are so young to be dealing with all of this. Warm hugs and love, sweetie, and I pray some of your pain will ease very soon. I am so sorry.
I\'ve been in the same place you are except for the fact that I wasn\'t in the car with him. I miss him everyday and wish with everything that I have that I could have him back. I lost him May 2005 with plans to get married and have this...amazing life. I still hurt everyday. Some days are better than others on feeling alone but I always miss the smiles and support that he gave me when I was just a wreck. If you EVER need to talk, please let me know.