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I have had so much pain lately and I don't understand why!! Everything freaking hurts...I keep getting pains in both ovaries, I'm crampy constantly, my back is aching, the pain has been radiating to my ribs...and now my shoulders and arms are sore. I seriously feel like I just went for a 3 hour workout. I keep getting the stabby cyst pains that double me over randomly, and I had these weird new pains that felt like someone was stabbing me the other day, but luckily those stopped...and of course, any time my bladder is even remotely full it feels like someone is setting my insides on fire.

I'm so sick of feeling like crap. I am so nervous that I'm going to show up for my appointment on Monday and the doctor won't want to do surgery again. I never had non-period or ovulation pain before my last surgery, and I have had endo pain for nine straight days now. I'm just really uncomfortable and I don't want to take any meds because I feel like I'm starting to be immune to the effects of Vicodin and I'm not too pleased about it.

I'm so nervous/excited for my appointment...I feel like I always walk out of doctors' offices severely disappointed and I just really really really really really don't want that to happen this time. I think I deserve a little bit of good news for once.