blood

How do you not see what you do to me?
I hate who you are.
I hate you haven't become.
I hate your drinking.
I hate your not caring.
I hate your ignorance.
I hate your lack of trying.
I hate everything about you.
Some moments I'm lonely and I miss you.
I want you near,
but then I have you and I remember...
I hate you.
You don't care.
You don't try.
So, leave me be.
Just leave.
Make it easy.
Go.
Don't turn back.
I shed blood over you.
You aren't worth  it.
It's your fault.
It's all your fault.
I cut.
I bleed.
I scratch te get rid of the itch.
I hate you.
These thoughts consume me.
Can't focus.
Can't breath.
Can't live.
Won't cry.
Won't give up.
I am strong.
I don't need you.
Why don't you get it?
Leave me be.
You are why I feel this way.
I cut over you.
I bleed over you.
I hold back tears over you.
My heart aches.
My mind is lost.
My body is victim to you.
My arms bleed for you.
My heart aches becasue of you.
Go.
Leave me be.
I hate you.
I hate everything about you.
No more love.
It's gone.
How can I love you?
You give me no choice.
You don't care.
You drink.
I cut. You don't care.
I bleed.
Go.
Leave me be.
I hate you.