angry
I am so angry right now. With him, with myself, with his Daddy who was also an addict. Everytime I think things are getting better something else happens. I took him out to eat Friday night, gave him gas money and bought building material for him to use at a class that I also paid for. Then on Saturday I discover he has stolen from me again. I don't have the words for how pissed off I am right now. The more I think about it the more angry I become....with the whole damn world.
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Still very angry but feel a little better today. I am going to make myself feel better today. Haven\'t spoken to him since Saturday other than to tell him dinner was ready. He has an appointment today with the counselor, which is probably a total waste of time and my money. If I were married to him I would be would leave him. So angry I\'ve almost made myself sick.
Feeling better today. Got a good nights rest. I did wake up at 4:47 am this morning when he came in. When I asked if he had lost his mind by coming in that time of the night, well morning, he said he had been working out in the garage. Bull crap. I went upstairs to get ready for work and came back to check on him. He was sprawled out on his bed with about $60 in cash laying on his chest. Gonna stop now because I will get pissed out again.