im back...though it will take me some time to catch up with you all and my time on here during the day is limited, so please be patient. i am feeling better, and i did get alot of things of my chest over the weekend. trey knows exactly how i feel and now it is time for him to prove himself to me. i have given him so much slack for so long...he needs to start taking me seriously. if he truly loves me like he says, then for once, hopefully he will keep his word. i do love him so much and i am just not ready yet to let go yet. he also said he would come back on here for much needed support.things still do kinda suck...but at least it is better and i spoke my mind...so we will see.thank you all for your kind comments on my journal. they really do mean so much to me!talk to you all soon!mindy