i tried to post a journal and it still doesnt work. i have no idea what went thru or  not because it kept kickig me off and if any of you guys saw something or nothing..i dunno, i am sorry. i tried. i am in a very angry mood today. not worth discussing about. just dont need reminders to make things worse. i just wish i had something to beat the shit out of. i need one of those inflatable things or something that wouldnt hurt or damage anything and just let out all of my frustrations!!!! something gotta give. im ok, i will get over it...but till then grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr, watch out!!! lol

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lol... yea we need one of them things like when we were little with the faces on them... LOL... they always come back up!!... and it makes you more mad that they just dont stay down!!... LOL...anyways... i am here if you need to talk... bye chiki... and no i have not seen your video journals... they wont work... ttyl xoxoxoxoxo
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i understand the \"im ok, i will get over it...but till then grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr, watch out!!! lol\" i\'ve been there very recently in fact.....i wish i could always maintain a gentle kind spirit, but i just lose it sometimes.....

hang in there girl! we love ya!
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Hey I got a kick boxing bag and hung it last week and got the gloves so I still have knuckles :) guess what it works! I get out all of my frustration or get so tired I can\'t move. Hang in there :)
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I have a blow up punching ball I can send you!
I hope things get better....here for you!
XO
Dee