this is aggravating!!!! i had train problems this morning. a train broke down and no uptown services. i was left in a neighborhood that has way toooooooooooooooo many memories that i found overwhelming, but i tried to keep myself calm. thankfully trey from home, was able to look up the bus map to help me find my way to the right bus. it wound up taking a nice walk to to the bus and i got here late.on top of that, i dont know if i will be able to go on the trip. many teachers are out, there is no coverage...same bullshit. the class i was going to be staying with, really needed the extra hand and now they are going to have a hard time. what a fucking way to start the day. i usually dont feel this way, but i just want to get out of here and grab a drink. i wont,  because i cant. but thats how worked up i feel at the  moment. i dont even have my coffee :-(oh well...its just another friggin day!