just wanted to mention...it is fucking freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeezing in new york city!!! i can honestly say it woke me up and then some!for those of you in the colder areas...bundle up and stay warm!!!im feeling a bit better today. still cant shake my blahness. i really think it some kind of new years blues. i had such high hopes and expectations for the new year....but deep down i am scared. but what if it isnt a better year? what if nothing changes? it really scares me. hopefully it will pass and i will get the assurances i so need from my hubby. a lot of it is in his hands. trust me, i have my own work to do within myself and marriage...but i am afraid of failure and im afraid things wont change. i hate to sound so pessimistic at the moment. but i ruly, truly, hope that will change!!!love you all. hopefully everybody had a great new year...i really hope sooooooooooo much that it will be a better yr!
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awww mindy... i am always here for you girl! love ya lots. things will get better! i got you held up in prayer, and held close to my heart. x.x.xx
hope it all works out xxx
i hope your day goes well for you...that\'s what so hard about panic and anxiety it...it\'s the fear of the unknown...it\'s hard to trust the future when we\'ve been hurt or dissapointed....hang in there and trey will come through for you again...he will give you the affirmation and encouragment that you need....hang in there..it\'s so hard to be patient for it when our heart is longing for it....hug and prayers for you and yours today....btw - it was only 9 degrees here this morning...
Mindy, big comforting hugs! the new year\'s blues snapped at me also. i completely understand, and offer my support, always! together, we will make it through these through times. You and Trey, made so much progress, in 2007, and that progress carry\'s over into the new year too. Even though the new year has started off a bit rough, it can be a great year! We can make it a great year! :)
depression is awful, and it seems to affect us when we least expect it. We must lock depression out, and inside, we have a happiness party! :) flooding our mind with positive thoughts, and always keeping surrounded by love, care, and support, depression remains locked out, and inside, we party! :)
Lets get this party started! :) i\'m with you, all the way! :)
thank you all for your support. i so appreciate you all being there for me!!! big hugs to you all!
I\'ve been feeling just like you. We will be well. :)