HELP!!!!!my morning is just getting worse. since earlier this morning, i have been trying to convince a ds friend to not kill herself. she is teeling me to forget about her, i cant. she just sent me what sounds like a goodbye note. i am so fucked up about this. i tried so hard to help her and i know this is her choice. i am not in her shoes and i have no idea how much pain she really is in...but i do know i dont want her to die....but i truly feel she will. this is so friggin hard. i have so much shit going on in my life. i am miserable, depressed, broken, down, and feeling helpless...but yet i still find room in my heart to try to help somebody in need. i just want to crawl up someplace and just cry my eyes out.i have class in 5 minutes and somehow,i have to try to keep it together and put on a smiling face when in actuality i am falling apart on the inside.
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i had that happen once, and i spent 4 hours on the computer trying to convince her that her life is worth living.....she is okay, but struggles so horribly with depression...we can pray and hope for the best......
hope class goes well!
Oh God, I\'ve had scares like this before. Would she be willing to give you her phone number? You are so good for helping her and truely caring about her. And having to go to work and pretend everything is just peachy is damn hard, I know! My heart goes out to you- and the woman/girl- and everyone who feels this way.
Oh man, I hope that she can see light before she does something terrible. I will say a prayer.