good morning everybody. i just want to thank those of you who has reached out to my husband treyros. he has been going through a difficult period and i truly appreciate all the support you have given him...and to myself. i love trey, i truly do. i would do anything for him. i am there for him as much as i can, i support him, love him, and worry so much about him. i know he keeps just how bad things are for him from me because he doesnt want to make me to worry...but all it does is make me worry more. he thinks i want to fix him. i know i cant and i dont expect to. all i am trying to do is be there for him as best as i can, to try to make him happy....even when i am not. he hates to upset me and see me cry...but sometimes he does nothing to stop that. i know he is really hurting and because i love him so...so am i.  sometimes i just wish he could step into my shoes and see and feel how i do...maybe things would be just a bit easier. i also know he is afraid that i will just give up on him. i am not ready to...but sometimes he does his best to push me away. i know it isnt easy for him to open up tome. i understand that, but it still hurts. but if he can get the support he needs from you guys, and if you all can reach him in some way i cant...and it can make even the slightest difference, it would truly make me feel better. i just want everybody to know that i am trying my best. i love him to death...i wish i could do more for him...to make the pain go away, but i know i cant. i thank you all again for being there for him and for me. even though i have posted this song before...i just wanted to share it again. it has a deep and emotional meaning to the both of us. sarah maclachlan-fallen"Fallen"Heaven bend to take my handAnd lead me through the fireBe the long awaited answerTo a long and painful fightTruth be told I've tried my bestBut somewhere along the wayI got caught up in all there was to offerAnd the cost was so much more than I could bearThough I've tried, I've fallen...I have sunk so lowI messed upBetter I should knowSo don't come round hereAnd tell me I told you so...We all begin with good intentLove was raw and youngWe believed that we could change ourselvesTHe past could be undoneBut we carry on our backs the burdenTime always revealsIn the lonely light of morningIn the wound that would not healIt's the bitter taste of losing everythingThat I've held so dear.I've fallen...I have sunk so lowI messed upBetter I should knowSo don't come round hereAnd tell me I told you so...Heaven bend to take my handNowhere left to turnI'm lost to those I thought were friendsTo everyone I knowOh they turn their heads embarassedPretend that they don't seeBut it's one missed stepOne slip before you know itAnd there doesn't seem a way to be redeemedThough I've tried, I've fallen...I have sunk so lowI messed upBetter I should knowSo don't come round hereAnd tell me I told you so...[2X]