good morning all. i am actually ok this morning. my weekend was fine but it is back to work and usually at home things aren't as quiet. i just would love one calm week. no fighting, no crying, no being upset. just one week!!!anyway, i am so sorry to hear about jeremy. for those who knew him, my heart goes out to you all. loss is not easy, trust me i know from personal experience. all you can do is hold onto your beautiful memories and to keep him alive in your heart.the following two songs came to mind that i want to share with you. the first one is hurt by cristina agulera...i normally do not listen to her...but this song gets me everytime....it reminds me of my loss.  if you should listen to it...you'll know why. the second song is haunted by poe. i heard this song before i lost michael and now it has a different meaning to me. music doesnt solve problems, but it sure helps you get through hard times.  i also recommend jeff buckley's grace cd. he has a voice of an angel with beautiful songs. it is also a shame that he is gone as well. CHRISTINA AGUILERA LYRICS"Hurt"Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your faceYou told me how proud you were but I walked awayIf only I knew what I know todayI would hold you in my armsI would take the pain awayThank you for all you've doneForgive all your mistakesThere's nothing I wouldn't doTo hear your voice againSometimes I want to call you but I know you won't be thereI'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't doAnd I've hurt myself by hurting youSome days I feel broke inside but I won't admitSometimes I just want to hide 'cause it's you I missYou know it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to thisWould you tell me I was wrong?Would you help me understand?Are you looking down upon me?Are you proud of who I am?There's nothing I wouldn't doTo have just one more chanceTo look into your eyes and see you looking backI'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't doAnd I've hurt myselfIf I had just one more day, I would tell you how much thatI've missed you since you've been awayOh, it's dangerousIt's so out of line to try to turn back timeI'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't doAnd I've hurt myselfBy hurting youi hope you all have a good monday. love, mindy