well today is kind of a shitty morning for me. for those that i wrote to this morning knows why. i am what i am and i can only hope and pray things will get better. things have been kind of rough for me. when things get really down for me...things that have been under the surface, peeks out their cruel head. buried guilt and pain tortur me so. the first song i would like to include is a song that i heard this morning. considering all the fucked up dreams i have been having lately...this song kind of fits; MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE LYRICS"Cemetery Drive"This night, walk the dead In a solitary styleAnd crash the cemetery gates. In the dress your husband hatesWay down, mark the graveWhere the search lights find usDrinking by the mausoleum doorAnd they found you on the bathroom floorI miss you, I miss you so farAnd the collision of your kiss that made it so hardBack home, off the runSinging songs that make you slit your wristsIt isn't that much fun, staring down a loaded gunSo I won't stop dying, won't stop lying (are you there at all?)If you want I'll keep on crying (do you care at all?)Did you get what you deserve? (are you there at all?)Is this what you always want me for?I miss you, I miss you so farAnd the collision of your kiss that made it so hardWay down, way down Way down, way down Way down, way down Way down, way down I miss you, I miss you so farAnd the collision of your kiss that made it so hardWhen will I miss you, when will I miss you so farAnd the collision of your kiss that made it so hardMade it so hardWay down, way downWay down, way down Way down, way downWay down, way downWay down...and here is another song i have mentioned before that i really think you should check out. if any of you have myspace...look up sia, breathe me should still be posted on her music. Breathe Me LyricsArtist(Band):Sia   Help, I have done it againI have been here many times beforeHurt myself again todayAnd, the worst part is there's no-one else to blameBe my friendHold me, wrap me upUnfold meI am smalland needyWarm me upAnd breathe meOuch I have lost myself againLost myself and I am nowhere else to be found,Yeah I think that I might breakLost myself again and I feel unsafeBe my friendHold me, wrap me upUnfold meI am smalland needyWarm me upAnd breathe meBe my friendHold me, wrap me upUnfold meI am smalland needyWarm me upAnd breathe meto all my friends who have been so supportive, i truly love you all. life still sucks..but at least it has been made better because of you all!!!