...just wanted to add something to my prior journal. although many of the initial reasons we fight are mostly because of him. however, much of the time it escalates to the extent that it does is because of me. he has the knack for bringing out such anger and hatred out of me that it is truly scary. i have a hard time letting things go especially when he comes across cold, unfeeling, and insensitive. i have so much pent up in me...that when we do fight...many of the times, the dam just breaks and all the anger an frustration that i had been feeling just comes pouring out.