I don't know why but I'm feeling very anxious today, I've been mad all day and can't figure out why. I thought once xmas was over these feelings would go away, I have so much to be thankful for especially my husband's health yet I feel so mad. I've been in my room all day by myself just don't want to be around anyone.
I did something really stupid too, my daughter left the computer on with her facebook page open and I made a nasty comment about my brother-in-law that is going to cause problems but I couldn't help myself.
For those of you who don't know my story my b in law is the reason my husband is in prison and I just can't let my hatred for him go. He set my husband up with an undercover FBI to get himself out of trouble and I hate him for it. The rest of the in-laws just pretend it didn't happen but I can't forgive.
Don't get me wrong my husband was wrong for his crime and he excepts his punishment but I just can't. How can a brother do that to another brother. He is just evil my husband is not the first and I'm sure he won't be the last one he does this to. The problem now is that they are all going to think my daughter made this comment about him and it was me, I'm sure I'll hear from then tomorrow. How stupid, now more drama!!