9/25/07

Just had my 5th colonoscopy done this morning. As suspected my entire colon is inflammed. It sucks! Doctor said it may be time to try remicade as a treatment. Don't know much about it, will have to research it. I am just tired of feeling like shit. I want to be better.

I go back to work tomorrow, we'll see how that goes.  I always feel guilty when I have to take so much time off of work. I have been out for a little over a week. I am always paranoid that I am going to be fired. I can't afford that right now. I need this job. For the benefits if nothing else.  I am going to try and talk to my bosses and set u pa schedule so I am not there from bell to bell. So i don't overwork myself again.

We will see what tomorrow brings