lonely

I feel so lonely in this world i have great friend's on here to talk to but outside of this site i dont have anyone to talk to or spend time with. I hate not having someone to be intimate with anymore, it has been three years since she broke off our engagement, and i have not been with anyone since. I miss sex so much it is so hard to go three years without it i find myself thinking about sex all day everyday, i try to push the thought out of my mind most of the time but i cant it just lingers there. I just wish i had someone again to hold, love, care for and fuck. It just plain sucks being alone.