I was like that for years. I used to eat in the morning and never stop. I did have to force myself to eat in the mornings and it is slowly changing. I don\'t eat at night hardly at all. other that that, how are things going for you in general? It\'s been awhile.
I\'m feeling scared at the moment that I\'ve lost my \"best friend\" for good. Thinga haven\'t been the same since she met her fiance last year, but I never thought it would come to a point where we didn\'t see each other at all. I am hurt that I haven\'t been invited to a few gigs she\'s been to with her other half, but can\'t think why she\'d be upset with me. We were meant to get together tonight, arranged it about a month ago and she\'d put it in her diary. I was kinda dreading it as each time I see her these days I feel upset about something, usually something she left me out of again after hanging out with her couple friends more, but I still want to be friends. I hadn\'t heard anything about tonight, so text her a while ago and haven\'t received a reply yet. Unless something drastic has happened, I can only assume she either doesn\'t have time for me or is upset with me for some reason. We were both single for quite a while and hing out a lot, went to a lot of concerts and of course I am happy for her having met \"the one\", but I just don\'t understand why that has to mean I get phased out of her life. Our friendship meant so much to me and we have had such good times together. I don\'t have a lot of friends (really cannot understand why, as I\'m very loyal and think I\'m fun and a good person??) and she\'s one of the best ones I\'ve had...or was. I\'m trying to make new friends, but it\'s not that easy in your thirties when a lot of people around you are married with kids. I can only hope she gets back to me today and if not, hope it\'s not due to anything too dramatuc and send loving thoughts to her :(
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I was like that for years. I used to eat in the morning and never stop. I did have to force myself to eat in the mornings and it is slowly changing. I don\'t eat at night hardly at all. other that that, how are things going for you in general? It\'s been awhile.
I\'m feeling scared at the moment that I\'ve lost my \"best friend\" for good. Thinga haven\'t been the same since she met her fiance last year, but I never thought it would come to a point where we didn\'t see each other at all. I am hurt that I haven\'t been invited to a few gigs she\'s been to with her other half, but can\'t think why she\'d be upset with me. We were meant to get together tonight, arranged it about a month ago and she\'d put it in her diary. I was kinda dreading it as each time I see her these days I feel upset about something, usually something she left me out of again after hanging out with her couple friends more, but I still want to be friends. I hadn\'t heard anything about tonight, so text her a while ago and haven\'t received a reply yet. Unless something drastic has happened, I can only assume she either doesn\'t have time for me or is upset with me for some reason. We were both single for quite a while and hing out a lot, went to a lot of concerts and of course I am happy for her having met \"the one\", but I just don\'t understand why that has to mean I get phased out of her life. Our friendship meant so much to me and we have had such good times together. I don\'t have a lot of friends (really cannot understand why, as I\'m very loyal and think I\'m fun and a good person??) and she\'s one of the best ones I\'ve had...or was. I\'m trying to make new friends, but it\'s not that easy in your thirties when a lot of people around you are married with kids. I can only hope she gets back to me today and if not, hope it\'s not due to anything too dramatuc and send loving thoughts to her :(