Today i have eaten:
 
1 banana
3 slices of bread with margarine and a bowl of cream of tomato soup
A tin of pineapple chunks - sugar free!
A chocolate topped flapjack
Two chocolate eggs - small, one filled with fondant, one with caramel
Three quarters of a thirteen inch vegetarian pizza with garlic dip and a large portion of potato wedges with ketchup and garlic dip.
I had been planning the final items all day, and didn't enjoy them in the slightest.  I now feel sick, even more fat and tired and slothful.
I need to get this under control for a date next week and a trip to London in May or I will be wearing sweatpants for both, and even these will be tight :(
 
 

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You know its so hard to get into the right frame of mind, I know because I have gone from being heavier to lighter to heavier to lighter etc etc.... When I am in the heavier frame of mind there is no turning me onto the right track and the same when I am in the lighter frame of mind. I am currently restricting chocolate and biscuits these are my big binge items and I find if I tell myself i will not eat these at all I find it easier than have say a few. You can do it, keep journalling and I\'ll be there to support you all the way. Take carexx
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Glad to see you listing your foods. Now you can go back, look, and cut something out of each meal or make a healthy substitution next time. Baby steps. Good luck! If I can do it, so can you.
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Yea I know how you feel I hope you can loose weight for your trip and feel ok, is nice to do a list of food. I can see you like sweet things, with me that is not a problem but all that is greasy and fat is my weakness.
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I hope you are feeling better since this post seeing its been a few days. Just keep trying different things to see what works best for you. I find eating egg whites in the morning makes me feel full and turns me away from other foods. A ton of egg whites in the morning is low in calories and filling and really helps get you through until lunch! Good luck with your eating! I\'m struggling also.