yesterday was a waste of time.  i slept most of the time.today however, thats different.  its been good today.  i refused to allow my problems to interfere with today.  there's nothing that i can do about anything until the docs get their act together.  so it was a sit back and enjoy the sun day today.  it was a lazy day..... like every day isnt lazy anyway!!!!!!  hehe.  no.... i'm not really lazy, but i dont work.  i do what i can around the house, but i have to listen to my body.  if i need to rest i will.  i dont like the palpitations and breathlessness that i get from the thyroid and i dont like the abdo pain that is exacerbated with exercise and i dont like that feeling of having been awake for three days at a time.   even though iits only been a couple of hours the feeling of sheer exhaustion is equivacal.  sometimes i with i could go to work, but i dont think i would last a full day without falling asleep and the abdo pain would interfere too much i think.  its a nice thought tho. the date for my thyroid op may have changed now cos i asked if they could possible do the breast op and thyroidectomy together.  they're gonna have a meeting on wed and get back to me with their decision.  they said that it depends on how big the thyroid op has to be as to whether they do the two together, but if they do the two the operation will a a couple of weeks to arrange.  so once again its a waiting game.  but i dont mind cos i'm used to waiting.  i just shut it out of my mind til someone brings it to the forefront again.  i've found out all i need to know about my probs and i dont see any point creating anxiety for myself in thinking about everything.  nope.  i gotta stay positive.  i am positive and i will be positive.  positive thoughts lead to positive deeds and positive deeds lead to a positive outcome.  so stay positive you guys and keep smiling:)  god loves you all:)anyway, i gotta get some sleep.