Day 41

Day 41 I cannot believe how fast the days have gone by. How breathing is actually easier without the burden of panic, depression, or plotting a scheme to get money to gamble more or buy groceries with because it all went into a machine. I do not miss the liar, the manipulator, and yes the unfit mother that was me when I gambled. Today I work on forgiveness of myself. I have a date with god. Him and I have a lot to talk about....... Luckily he is a good listener!!