Omg

Anyway it has been totally insane and not in a good place right now. In utter shock not even sure how to write this . You know at the end of the day I just want to be loved Abd feel like I am special coz I am .. Why is that so hard ??now I am having to walk away from a 23 years relationship .. I can't even believe I am saying that someone tell me how to do this ??
How do I even move when I am paralysed . I am shock by the way I am treated . His coldness and left me for dead attitude And all that matters is his mistress .. Being with her

They .. Both of them have tormented me in so many ways . I don't know how they sleep at night . They have a toxic relationship and they call it love ... What a crazy fucked up world do they live in??

I don't know how to do this ..I just don't know