Hi all!!! well, i'm going to be going to my appt. with Nikki today. I am always glad to go see her and "unload" but at the same time... i always get a little scared to, because i have to open up with her and be honest about what i am feeling, and that's not an easy task. plus, i've really been beating myself up this week emotionally, so, i need to tell her about that. and i will, i have to.... if i want to heal, and get rid of this bulimia.... and all the guilt that goes with the abuse. well, i will update as soon as i can when i get home. love to you all, and thank you for being my pals!! xoxoxo