Hi all!!! well, i'm going to be going to my appt. with Nikki today. I am always glad to go see her and "unload" but at the same time... i always get a little scared to, because i have to open up with her and be honest about what i am feeling, and that's not an easy task. plus, i've really been beating myself up this week emotionally, so, i need to tell her about that. and i will, i have to.... if i want to heal, and get rid of this bulimia.... and all the guilt that goes with the abuse. well, i will update as soon as i can when i get home. love to you all, and thank you for being my pals!! xoxoxo

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Don\'t forget that Aunt Cathy is here & will do what I can to make you smile.

Love ~ Cathy
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my prayers are with you!
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Jamie I wish I could be there in body to hold you through this. But I WILL BE THERE in prayer. You just hold to God\'s unchanging hand. We have fought some pretty tough battles together and won. I promise we will make it through this one too..

God bless
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I know it isnt easy telling others about what we a truly feeling. So I pray for God to give you the strength, you will need and the comfort of his loving arms to know you are not alone....
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Hugs from New York . . .
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i know you can do it jamie.just start slow and do what you can.big hugs and support for you darlin.....