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Hello to myself, and to those that care enough to come in here and read my scribbles,...  It is Saturday, and it's almost 5pm,..I spent about 6hrs at a friends house getting a new computer running,.. yes, it was much longer then It was supose to take,.. see I tried a New Virus scanner and it didn't work on that machine, and when I took it out, it obviously took much more out, and messed up the Restore program, ..  SO ,,, i had to sit there and Rebuild the software from scratch but I got it back in good shape,... Work has cut me out of Sundays store, Im very upset about it, they say they had it overstaffed, but will leave me with just 1 Store this whole week, and that will be 2hr,. also they gave up the Keys Idea, so now I will have to Struggle to get equipment when needed,... That's all I care to say about work, Im tired of them, Im tired of everything draging me down, and they simply are not worth it, so Im not going to think about them till Tuesday when I need to get equipment for Wensdays 2 hrs,.. I think to myself about everything,... about how the Planet still seems to spin when Im standing still,.. I have been trying to think I could stop taking Medicine everyday, I take 2 Pills for My mood, one is truely for Depression and the other Who KNows, but it works very well,..hahaha,.. I have thought about stopping, but when I just delay it for a day the anxiety and depression starts to creep in,.. and I wonder could I really stop, like today i have not taken the medicine and feel like I have Anxiety and the depression is creaping in a bit..  I will take them soon cause I know things will Lift when I do,.. I take a 100 Mg Fish Oil pill also and I can't explain it but it really helps,..espcailly if I take one at night . i think people get scared of me when I don't take the unknown pill cause I tend to just ramble on and on with cluttered thoughts without it..  i was hoping to figure out what exactly is going on like has anyone heard of this without the pill cluttered random thoughts or noise goes on in my head it's like its hard to process the information i need to process cause there is so much Kaos... then I get Anxious cause i know im floundering and not processessing quick enough for peoples liking, or I just blert out something that is wrong or does not make sense in a rush to get the answer out,.. this reminds me of when my father used to push me for a thank you and i could not process things fast enough for him.. well im going to mosey on, i told Teresa i think we need a Me and you day tomarrow, Im thinking we may go to the movies, or go somewhere,... she put up with me today fixing the computer... well take care people,... and thanks,.. for your supportmichael