Help

Hello, If anyone can hear me please respond even if it's to say, I hear you... I feel so alone in here, I guess that's why I don't come here very much anymore...  Today I am in a Little Termoile,..  I don't know what to do sometimes, and seems I always seem to mess Up,.. looks like I did that Bigtime this month,...  I also Don't know what to say or make of my Dad sometimes also, he always backs me into a courner and makes me confused then I end up feeling Guilty and have to make quick decisions that Im not sure Im able to do, Sometimes it comes up to just grabing at what I think he wants me to say or do and trusting him that what he feels is right is Truely Right..and Choosing that..  Walmart did me wrong tonight, hey what's New, all they care about is Making bucks,. and I will still shop there and give them Bucks, cause of the Evil system it's cheaper then giving more bucks to other companies,.. a No can win situation,... Im having a small problem with my new computer,.. Walmart didn't wish to help me,.. and Toshiba is not wanting to do much yet atlest either,.. were going to call customer service tomarrow and see what they say,.. I work m-thursday this week but things are Dead next week,.. this is not the time for things to be dead, I need money right now,. there has to be a way to get some,. Did anyone hear of the death Scientology caused < atleast I feel they did > they took this guys Lexapro away and then put a gun in his room and he shot Himself,.. I think that's awful,.. I have been feeling low lately a bit, I am not sure why, Ive tried to put my troubles behind me and push forward,...  Im back on the patient assistance program and got some Name brand medicine today, I think it's better then the generics some generics some from far away and not controled in some ways,..  Well, got to run, it's getting later,.. I wish I could just stop time.....   Michael