Another day
Another day is here and Im still on this planet, the whys about that I have no clue...I am Suspended still I am to talk to the boss on Thursday, it will be hard for me to go in Tuesday and drop off the equipment without saying anything and leave... Each day now I am dredding the meeting I will have on Thursday,.. I am dredding More not having work probably till I hear those Dredded Words, after All Ive done for them, ==== Your Fired==== Goodbye... People I have bent over backwards for this company, I have done jobs I shouldnt of had to do, I took on work on a Moments Notice, I made extra trips to the office for them, Ive done all so much for this company in the 6 years Ive been there,.. and to have me be treated like this cause I made One Slipup and said 1 bad word, is crazy to me.. I plan if by some merical I do get the job back to make changes, I will Not Speak to the two people who put me on this path to being fired, they both didn't have to do it, I will try to avoid all trouble at all cost, these people have really surprized me, they have proven to me that I AM replaceable and I AM just a Number, Just a Body that shows up and can be abused till it's time to be on the Chopping Block... Each day is Frightning and I don't know what Im going to do if I hear those words I think so much Im going to hear.... Something is wrong with me, 6 years is the longest Ive ever held a job and in the past I was always fired quickly for saying NO to the supervisor, and this time I said the F word to the Secrutary who is just a counter like me who helps out, the Risperdal was helping me think before speaking but the other day I didn't do that,.. I know there has been changes in my medicine doseing but I have to take blame for it personally, I did really good this last stretch, but i have had dozens of jobs and worn out things I can do places I can go, I really needed to protect this job and I have failed,.. I have Failed Myself, I have Failed my father and I have Failed Teresa... Got to run.. Michael
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