This is the first halloween without carole, Im starting to feel it right now, Carole used to dress up and we would go trick or treeting one time we went to the mall and got candy but I think she enjoyed going house to house better, I was hoping to do something special this year, but it's only me and teresa now, and to boot we have no money today to do anything, the flood of emotions are coming into me, Im missing her more then ever, and wanting to make her happy like going trick or treating,...she would look so wonderful dressed up in her outfit and having so much fun getting out of the house,and getting candy.