Hello,.. Just a short note cause Im at the Libruary right now, and yeah Teresas at Curves,... haha..:) I just had to return a book that came on an Interlibruary Loan, I have requested it back, I just peeked in it and read a little about the pain people feel and where God stands...It said that God will not stop our pain cause he feels it would take away some of our humanity,... says when jesus was on the cross he prayed to God to take away the pain but then added for God to have his will,.. and he didn't take away the pain he wanted Jesus to go fully through the human process.I don't fully understand this, cause especially if you had the power to take away your sons pain how can one hold back, and we are all his children, so why not make us feel better.This correlates with what I have been told years ago that God won't interfear in mans choices,.. he apparently wants us to learn and make our own choices....Well, I don' t know how long it will take to get the book back, I have requested my liburary buy it,.. but it looks good,.. I will let you know when it comes back...Also the book says the bad things that happen are not Gods doing,.. and says death is enevitable for all of us, that's just a fact, and that eternal goodbyes leed to eternal hellos,..I still wish God would erase our pain,.. Till later,.. Michael
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Michael, God is watching over us. I have been going through the grieving process for 4 months and it doesn\'t seem to be getting better yet. That being said there are short times where hope does prevail. I am reading a book called \"I am grieving as fast as I can\" By Linda Feinberg, it is truly an eye opener to what we are going through. If you get a chance to pick it up I think it will help you. Time heals all wounds and I just have to remember that. I get so impatient and yet I do not want to rush this process to fall back again at a later date. I just want my life back. I want to be happy. My kids need me to be happy so they can move on. Hang in there and God will walk with you through your pain. Just Believe.
Gary