Hi again..Well, Teresa wanted to go to Taco Bell, so I broke down and went there, But we have to cut the spending on the eating out front... Oh, Your probably wondering who is Teresa, well, thats part of my story that I will be bringing up, Maybe I will do it some today,...Somewhere in the Middle of the story,.. I met Teresa, she was in a wierd situation, seeing a Boyfriend that was really a bad person, and living with her brother in a town that is 2 1/2 hrs away... Well, We met that night when I was at a friends, her Boyfriend was in the next door apartment, he went to the hospital and she decided after meeting me she would just Jump into my life,.. I got this call and was told from her she had to move in, Everything was unexpected, the alternative was she would go back to her brothers 2 1/2 hrs away,.. so i just allowed it... and I did need help taking care of Carole so it seemed ok.. and she REALLY helped with Carole ALOT!! And helped me also cause I cant cook worth a darn, so we both had meals and carole had other help also,.. friendship bathing and more, My psyc thinks Teresa is supose to magically get me through the pain of loosing carole, but I dont agree.Ok, now that Im into this I may as well tell you the starting point... Carole,... We met 21 years ago,.. We both called a Dateline... and she agreed to a meeting,.. she lived in the next city across the water.... Oh what a story to tell,.. I drove there and was across the street from the house and didnt know it,.. asked for directions and got lost, then i came home 30 min back over the water,.. and a friend told me I was probably right there, so I go back and sure enough I was there,.. her mom yelled she was sleeping and i had to come back,..so I wrote a note pleeding with her to reconsider a new date,.. she always thought that was funny cause we hadn't had a date yet, haha,... and we met the next day,.. she was full of life, and could walk better then I could, she would walk everywhere, she would have me come over after working the graveyard shift in yet another town inbetween tampa and st pete called Clearwater at the Home Shopping Network, and she would go down to the 7-11 and get danishes and soda,.. One day she even gave me my favorite danish that her mom wanted also but the store only had 1 so she got a different one for her mom she said she would tell her mom they were out HA! Yes, she really did care for me even then.. well, we went through some stumbling times,.. once I went there after work and she called the sheriff to have me thrown off the property, she Said a few times her Mom made her do that, but I kept trying to tell her she didn't have to she could of asked me to go. the Sheriff told me to forget about her, but I didn't,.. then one day she said she got fed up with her mom talking bad about me and I remember it clearly, she ran out of the house, got in the car with no shoes and told me to Just drive,.Just go to your place,.. and she never went back to mom again,.. i felt bad when her mom died that we didnt try to communicate with her afterwards, but i could not turn back time and always awwwed at carole leaving mom to be with me.. and Carole always made sacrifices for me,, always wanted only ME to be happy at whatever cost, would do ANYTHING for me... Anything,.. My parents didn't feel I should be with her either and they broke communication with me cause I refused to place her in a facility or get rid of her.Well, I will break the story for now.....Today we found out that the city park a ways away that has a pool,. has a water chair they loan to disabled people to go into the pool, ,, Gosh,, Carole would of DearlyLoved to do that, I wish I knew before today that they had it, I think its a neat concept, and great the city does that....Ok, that's it for now,.. Michael
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