Guess what! THe Breaks are FIXED on the CAR!!!!!! Ya=Hooooo and Guess what else,.. They Work Much BETTER then they worked before, Yep before I had to Munch on the peddle and then I still would not stop on a Dime.. NOW I just touch the peddle and I am Stoping...HMM! That is PROBABLY how its SUPOSE to be huh! hahaha...Well, I feel strange right now, I am Upset cause I had to spend the extra money I didn't have, But Im EXTREAMLY happy that I NOW have Breaks (and Real ones this time!HA!) and Im still upset/angry/and more about caroles death and that GOD took her early and even without warning..Hmm, A FLOOD of emotions and feelings,but the Weight of the Break problem HAS BEEN LIFTED!!!! and guess what SINCE i have been working steady lately and they didnt mess up my paycheck I got email notice today that tomarrow I will have a good check deposited.My father is puzzeling me lately,..he said all i have is Food to spend my money on, and I said No Father, I have utilities and car insurance and car payments also, Hmm..He is worried he will not get the money he loaned me back, even though I have tried to make it clear to him that it ment ALOT to me him helping me properly take care of Carols body,and I "WILL" see that he is paid back. Im hoping I can start sending him little payments, maybe that will shock him huh, haha,.. yeah, i have been known not to pay things back to him you see growing up, but Him steping up and really Really helping me out in my highest time of real need I need to pay him back this time.....I have Hell stores coming up but I guess I must accept them and work so I can have the funds to pay bills and pay him back and maybe even get the other things on the car fixed in the future.Well, i just got home from the car shop and im really really hungry so going to lunch now, I work early tonight with the NEW MACHINES,, (Heaven help us )..LaterMichael...P.S. I really was a mess the last few nights, thanks for those who supported and thought about me it really helps when I think the world has abandoned me...
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ThaNKS Tom!!!!!