Hi.. I have some things to write in here, but not tonight, I just got home from work and got to come home early, the store supervisor canceled the inventory we were not going fast enough with the people we had so we will do it again probably next week.I am getting very sleepy,.. so going to try to get a nap.. Im still worried about the car and about finances after paying to get the breaks fixed, I am trying to be confident that the mechanic CAN fix it, he probably can.. and im hoping it cost less then his estimate i can hope i guess. My dad thinks it should and told me to take the car to another place but I don't trust them I trust my mechanic that I won't be pushed into getting things i don't need right now.I guess the finances will work themselves out somehow, I hope so.I have a car on my property that needs to be removed or the city is going to hit me bad, I need to figure that one out soon.I have to work tomarrow and the next day and I was just told tonight that we have to use the new machines, there awful and it will be scary and we will look bad again cause the company does not believe in training, they believe in On the Job training and it is awful.well again Im hoping the breaks can and do get fixed tomarrow, when that happens I will have one less thing to worry about,.. then there is work, geesh, my team leader told the boss not to worry about getting a printer cause I have one, heck get Your OWN printer quit making me keep bringing mine, but Nooooooo geesh...the big boss will be there tommarrow night I HOPE he does not stay all night...I have to use the clipper I bought again soon, I got one to try to cut my hair myself to not have to pay the barber,.. im afraid I scalped myself a little in the front, Hmm, guess I will have to watch that, HA!! well, have to try it again soon, my hair grows so fast and my barber retired and the person I was going to after that was not cutting it short enough and seemed to refuse to do so, SO Im trying to just keep it out of my eyes and a little thinner myself, haha..One of my counselers years ago gave me a wristband, It says Courage, she thought I showed some but I don't think I do, but Im thinking of wearing it, she said i could and it would remind me.. I need some now, I feel like the world is coming to an end and there is nothing I can do to change it.. Ashley was her name, she was in school learning how to be a counsuler,.. I guess she is doing fine, she was to be going to London when she left me...before that I had this asian guy that was super, he seemed to understand where I was coming from... Now I dont see them anymore I see a so called pro now and he does not do much at all, i don't find answers.wow I guess I really am tired, I rambeled in here,.. Sorry,....HA!Night.. Michael
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Are you one of those guys who could pull off the shaved head look?My hubby does that because Mother Nature is thinning out his hair in the front and he wanted to beat her at her own game.He gives the boys very nice looking flat tops.He learned that in the Army,uses clippers all the way.
You are showing courage.There are people who just give up in a situation like yours,they just go to bed and never get up.But you are living on.There is a strong spirit coming from somewhere and if it is hers,then all the better.
We are ready to listen when you are ready to talk.Keep in mind that even though we will listen to what you have to say,if you\'re not ready to share it,you can journal here and lock it up for just your friends or even just yourself.Sometimes,it\'s just getting it off your chest that does a world of good.If it\'s about families quarreling,I am an expert on that subject.Take care and have a good day....
Ive actually thought of shaving my head,Flat tops sound cool.. haha,.i had gone to this barber who gave me my 1st haircut he knew my hair grew fast and i could not afford many haircuts so he would cut it short almost like a military cut, it was good, now that he has retired it seems noone else gives that close of a cut.