Today is awful,.. the Breaks on my car are messed up, I took it to a mechanic and he feels the leak is through the back breaks, and both back breaks need fixing,..I don't have the money really, but can't keep driving like this adding fluid all the time and worrying,...I should get paid in a couple of days, but going to take the car tomarrow morning to see if he can fix it, ( he says he can ) and estimates 150. without calling for prices or knowing what's wrong,....I wonder if there is a God really and if Im being tested Or if this is just the devil trying to push me over the edge so he can have my soul..I just want to cry and feel horriable inside and Im worried about everything,..I have to work out of town tonight and that just makes things worse..and I can't get out of it cause I have things they need.Im very very very upset,.. and I wonder what's going on... My little brother still won't answer his phone or return calls,.. and I know if I call my dad he will just yell at me..Well i hope the mechanic can fix it, I guess he can and I should not worry about that part.Well, till later hopefully,,...Michael
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