Hello... I hate Sundays,... I get up late < well that's sorta usual, > and the day drags on,.. my Yahoo Email Slows to a crawl when it's usually Busteling, < I think they do updates on Sunday > and then there is work, < Ugg!> < Just the Mention of that Word makes me Cringe > And Of Course they have me going in "Early" For the Backroom. And Since Stores Close Early on Sunday,.. A Sunday Early is even Eariler then other days...I was not going to write today,..I guess I feel I do alot of complaining, and sometimes I act like it's all about me, and I can't seem to help that but I know it's Not all about me I do deep inside, just can't help it though....I am still confused and I tell myself that it's crazy and I should not be but the hospice has not called yet about the meetings that are supose to start, Im hoping they don't just forget about me... and so far the books I have read have told me a little but Im afraid Im not a good reader and need to read more before the libruary will want there books back.I have tried to not be so depressed that I don't carry on atleast some of my enviromental and humanitarian work, Carole used to be so suportive of everything I did and more, She Loved animals and fair treatment of them And humans alike.I know halloween is coming up, and Carole used to really like that time, she would dress up in a costume once was in a Pink Poodle Skirt costume and many times as Disney Princesses And we would truck out to another neighborhood < we would go to where I grew up cause where our house is now the people are spanish and we don't speak spanish > we did that for several years, and a couple of years went to the mall, I think last year we just got some candy I forget what else we did..She used to love Holidays,,, I would get her an easter basket <barbie of course>for Easter, and a Christmas Present < hopefully something on her list > on Christmas and for her Birthday we would go to Chuck E Cheese of course,... and play games and cash in our tickets and get a baloon and cotton candy and hopefully see chuckie..well as the time for work gets closer and closer time seems to be flying faster and faster,hopefully i will make it through tonights store as I always seem to do somehow but its always scary to me.Another Sunday.......Hmm.... Seems like the world has stoped and everyone has gone away but work commitments don't end.....Michael
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This place was made so we can come on here and complain or vent as I like to call it and I have yet to see anyone tell me to suck it up,so I doubt if it would happen to you.I think if someone doesn\'t want to see your venting,then they can cross you off their friend list...but I am not going to.Hearing your stories,I know that you are working your way through the greiving process....Have a good week........
Thank you, I really need that especially tonight, work went awful,Im so glad I was not the store runner, the manager started off kinda friedly, and turned really mean at the end and gave us a really BAD evaluation which Im sure Im going to be asked to voice my opinion on,well tonight it was not the store but the company I work for who messed up, first they took people off the schedule for our store and put them somewhere else we ended up SHORT to start with, then people were messing up alot, they need to train people better but don\'t want to spend the time or money doing so. Well, thanks again i was reminded i have a double tomarrow, oh joy..