Hi Journal... It's getting late here as what I call the witching hour approches,..Tonight is strange for some reason to me it seems to be draging on, and I don't seem tired but I seem a little Hungry Hmm Strange huh, well, I might go see if there is any cereal in the kitchen.I still find myself knowing I have things to do but not having the stregnth to do them, I don't want to call myself lazy but that's what it sounds like.I did get out today for a bit though went to the libruary, I feel funny using the computers there cause I have mine at home and pay for it, HA! But theres is Much Faster and has the fancy monitor. I don't stay on all that long lately I get back home and use mine a little.well, thanks for the support and advice and being here for me, Im supose to be signed up for Hospice group but they don't meet again till november I think they are supose to call and send something in the mail, I might look for someone else before then i guess that's a long way off,..also I have questions maybe a clurgy could answer but I have not been to church in a very long time I usually work sundays,.. carole used to love this church that is a little far away, she used to like to watch the lady who did sign language..well, i hope I have not been writing to much,...Nite......Michael

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First, you don\'t need an appointment for GOd he is here anytime and any day for you. And you are not alone with no energy. I too share that, I have no motivation the minute I come in the house. they tell me that it is a part of grief. I keep praying that I get some energy soon.
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want to chat? i clicked accept, but new to site & was unsure of where to go. are you still online?
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constantly thing about what happened 9/3/07. i read that is our mind\'s way of sorting out what happened. i\'m actively attending church & if there is anything that i can asnser i will. if there is something i can\'t answer i will get back with you. i pray that Hospice is with you supernaturaly fast. praying for your healing. blessings, Bess