Hi.Well, Im back home from work, that was just to easy, sometimes it's that way but most of the time it's not.Thanks for the comments here, I was feeling so down that my feelings were wrong and that i was supose to snap out of it or bottle things up and hide them inside.I was also told by the friend that im not supose to think of carole so much,.. me and another friend that helped care for her cause carole was disabled and getting worse, says that carole will always be a part of our lives..I sit here and wonder what all carole was trying to say to me, they had that darn trake in her and refused to remove it and let her talk. they were trying to ramp down the vent at the end but then it went to the full setting and I guess I should of known i would never hear her voice again, she so wanted to talk she had alot to say, but could not talk or write or push buttons on my memo machine...the unspoken words and not hearing all her wishes will haunt me for the rest of my life I feel....Well, there are a few hours left in this day, work is done, for today, yeah, my night store got rescheduled but i said that eariler didn;t I, HA! Well, it just feels good cause I don't have to drive to the other city and my toll machine is running low on money right now.Thanks again for the support, and letting me know Im not crazy or messed up in some way,... Michael
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No your not,you always keep her with you.She is a special part of you.